Happy? Not Today, Thanks.

Tired of this shit.

I don't want to deal.

Sad thing is,

it's all I have.

I mean what I say.

Usually.

So don't laugh.

This is how I feel,

you poking fun

is only making me

hate myself more.

Good job.

Get it right.

I don't want to be this way.

But I don't have any choice.

Why would I do this?

I don't get angry.

I'm just frusterted.

Being treated like crap

and having friends offend me

really isn't my style.

I mean what I say,

and I say what I mean.

Don't think I'm insulting you.

I'm telling the truth.

I wouldn't lie to make you feel better.

That's not me.

So deal.

I love you.

My intention is not to cause hurt.

I simply want you to know the truth.

Except you already know.

You just don't want to admit it.

That's all I'm saying.