Wednesday, August 13

Wandering

Tolkein once said, "Not all who wander are lost".

Well, I've been wandering lately.
And I think I'm lost.

I had always planned to play rugby at university, ever since I started playing three years ago.
I'm terrified.
I know my body can't stand up to the fitness training they have scheduled. I have two weeks to get my body 5 times better than it should be.

School is scaring me. I thought I knew what I wanted. Now I have no idea. It all seems like too much, too fast.

I don't know what I want. And that which I do know I want seems impossible to achieve.

Have I lost hope already?

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